Friday, July 3, 2009

friENDs


Life aren't that sweet when you know you have to sacrifice something when you need to achieve something bigger. but this is life and this is the way.. life is getting more and more complicated and life is bout protecting our self then to love other people this days.. i wish i don't know so much.. sometimes i wish i have more to keep than to share..
Who knows what "TRUST", "FRIENDS" , "LOVE" and "SINCERE" means??
Who can be trust when everyone is putting on a mask, when are they gonna tear down their innocent mask? and review a scary true self..
If i trust you will you appreciate my trust?
And knowing trust is not just a word. Is something that need both parties or more to make it happen..

who is my true friend when my closest friend has betrayed me again and again.
is that my problem or yours? why would you have to plan out a sweet drama but in the end I'm the one that sacrifice first.. You become the hero and the one that had it all in the end..

How do you want me to treat you? there is always a deep scar and it remains there.. being betray by three good friends at the same time.. i wish you feel the feeling. the cut and the pain.
I HAVE BARED THE CUTS AND THE PAIN AT THE FIRST BETRAYAL AND IT COMES AGAIN..

You are not my friend anymore, and so sorry cause i wont be heartbroken that i have to end this friendship. you don't deserve any happy moments in my life.. you are not making things good for me.. why would i keep you? you are like a time boom beside me. So i decide to protect myself once and for all.

because of you i trust no body. because of you i keep all my secret and struggle, because of you I'm so afraid to tell and so afraid to trust again.. Are you happy now??

pls leave me alone and leave forever.. i wish i never know you.

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